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i have been obsessively listening to rescued by jacks mannequin! i really love that song as it carries me into a mood of complete utter relaxation.:)..yes yes...i am in need of relaxation. this whole week was a whirlwind of craziness which led to me act abit mental and nasty..well not reallyy as i just felt crummy within myself but from the resultss i received i kknow it will be all worth it in the end . i saw D this weekend because i went over to help him pack his roomm up..i always love spending time with him cus he seems to always tear me away from reality and just help me not think about my stresses. we actually went to tesco as he wanted to buy me this headache cooling cream stick thing!! i didnt think it was necessary but yet he kept on insisting that we go and buy it. so sam, may, darren and i went. and from the moment we went in darren kept dumping things into our cart thinking it is sumthing i might NEED during my stressful moments during my exam period. he will be leaving in a week and so i have dont have anyone to calm me down when i have my bitch fits!!!..hahaha..so i think he may have felt kinda bad that hes leaving me here...soo sweet :)

lalalla..i feel like going to lala land :)... in a weeks time it will be half-term and i will be staying in london for ten dayssss..YAY~~~..i lovee london!!! its such an amazing and vibrant city ..it remindsss me of new york but of course new york is 10times better..hahah..but maybe thats just because i am obsessed with all things americaa..what can i say? i have preferencess with how i eat my bacon and pancakess and also my tv showss :)

today is DARRENESSA's 1year 6monthss :)..we didnt really realise it was our anniversary until i saw the date on my way back from hatfield while i was in the train..ahahah....so we're gonna have a belated anniversary dinner next weekend.. i was thinking why didnt we remember but not to sound seriously cheesyy..most of the timeee we spend together it always feells like a special day because i think starting off with a long-distance and finally being together makes u appreciate moments with each other that even fighting face to face is a million timess better than fighting over the phone... he makess me smile,laugh and PISSED off..but we knoww that we wouldnt have it any other way...cus we'll go through all the emotions just as long as we're next to each other..