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i have nevr been a fan of british music and i dont think i am now but some extraordinary ones do pop out..i listened to some songs from lily allen and their so catchy and makes me feel light and just wanna twirl around..hehe if i only i couldd but my rooms to small..i have a feeling i have many anti-british feelings though im staying here.hehehe..so its sort of a love and hate situation. the weather is soo ficklee!! even more fickle than mee..hehe..this morning the sun rayss were all over the place then as i was walking back from school to the house, it started raining like crazy and i got caught in the rain. it felt kind of nice though, as it wasnt too cold but brought back some childhood memoriess..ahh...summer showerss :)..

i had a really productive day and i am oh-so proud of myself..hahaha..i was reading the economist today and realised theres so much happening around the world and in there are soo many issues concerning the well-being of the world such as inventions, dilemmas, theories , conclusions and conflicts. it made me feel as though i have been in school for most of my life, i still know nothingg!! and theres soo much information left to comprehendd!!ok this may sound freaking Nerdyy but if that is the definition for Thirsttt of knowledgeee than im all for it..waahhaahhaa

i want to be the horizon that ur looking for,
catch me when im falling cus i fall too often
you make the days brighter , full of hope and awe
i see the light at the end of the tunnel,
my rainbow after the rain,
the one i scream at and hug all at oncee,
you may not understand but its ok,
cus all i need is for you to love me..

somedayss you feel like u cant stand them and wanna just runaways
there are days you wonder what the hellll just happened
and sometimes even feel likee giving up all together
but when all the dust settless..
you realise you wouldnt be the same without them...

goodness meee...its already may 1st tomorrow and i cant waittt!!traalalal~~~my brothers birthday is on may 5tthh :)

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