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the world has decided to be a bitch to me today and struck me with this massive migraine that tempts me to pull my head right out of its socket! ok i might sound really extreme, it really isn't if you realise the pain i am in. i guess its sort of my fault that im suffering, i slept at like 1 last nite but woke up at 6 so i was pretty much a zombie today in school. ive been such a nerd lately its depressingg and to make matters worst my nerding doesnt seem to be paying off..why is life so unfair anyways? i want to crawl upp into a ball and diEEE!!!! ok enough with the complaints about my migraines. it just really hurttsss =( i have a feeling my wisdom is growing out as well..just my luck.

so time has decided to hop on the fast train and im left dangling by the way side. exams are cming up in a month and i really dont knoe what to do with myself, ive started revision but somehow the more i learn the more things i realise i dont knowww!! you would think with about 13plus years of education i would have learned from my mistakesss butt NOooo..understand my dilemma?....oh dearie..i talked to my parents today and i miss them soo much cant wait to see them in two monthsss..

i cant believe im still deciding on whether i should go to MU or not. why is it constantly bugging me. i was halfway through the application but then i got kinda freaked out. why am i so afraid of the unknown, part of me wants to just do it already but part of is seriously doubting the decision..if only i had the answerss..i mean ive been juggling this for the past two years already and still im so fickle. i depresss myself so badly at timess.....its summer and the weather has somewhat improveedd :)...it was really sunny before dinner just now so i decided to drag cathrin out into the garden where we sat in the sun then she decided to make me crown of flowerss! which turned out to be a bracelet thingy.....

and now its time for us to part
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