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Wednesday, April 16, 2008
this week has been such a hell week for me!! i have been having my chemistry mocks and it has seriously taken a toll on me. i just realised i really do not have alot of time to fully prepare for evrything which is driving me to my wits end..i really hope evrything will fall into place as i hope this one last push will follow through...so many shyt has happened and i know i have no one to blame but myself. i have this tendency to not put the blame on people for my won mistakes because first of all i dont want anyone to ever have that control over me and i am a strong believer in that if you want someting bbadly enough then you would do evrything you can to make sure it happens and at the end of the day whether u fall or rise its through ur own actions.no one but urselff.. i never want to grow up and i hope i will stay a child inside forver. growing up is scary cus u realise that things aren't as easy as it all seems. so many decisions that have to be made!!!..last nightabout 15 of us went to nando;s for cathrins 18th birthday and it was fun just a typical dinner in nandos.gosh i think we've been there like 50 times or sumthing.i remember the first time i went to mcdonalds with ctahrin when we decided to explore bedford. we got lost at first but we made it in the end.. i hate saying goodbye to close friends.. and its ALL happening all over again!.. |