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i cant seem to describe what exactly i feel at this moment!! .i had a major breakdown before the weekend due to some unexpected circumstances but right now im feeling much much better. i just couldnt handle the stress of everything thats accumulating and i guess i just a break from it all and when all else fails i could depend on my dude! who cheered me up though i was drowning in my own sorrow it was pretty much a dramatic episode which i shall not wnat to re-live!!..ahah.but now i know that i am never alone as i always people that care to help me through when things get rough.

we had multi-cultural week last week so we Bruneians had a presentation to do during assembly. we dressed in our baju kurung and decorated the board in the bay with pictures of brunei and information. on the last day, germany had their presentation .what really struck me about the Germans were the mounts of inventions and famous people that have come from there . for example, mercedes-benz, BMW,escada were the famous brands that have originated from germany and famous people such as mozart, bach, beethoven, steffi graff, karl lagerfield, heidi klum and boris becker were all germans!!!..my goodnesss they have a wealth of extremely talendted people! i couldnt help but think. what are we bruneians known? what have we done to make an impact in the world that we are living in. YES, we have a veyr pampered life but does it mean we should take it as easy-going as evrything else, you would think with our comfortable surrounding it would push us to do more and help more people! i mean to be fair, not many Asian countries have made a massive impact on the world with exceptions from china and singapore.

i just hope to one day be alive long enough to witness something BRUNEI has done for the world and you never know it could be any one of us.. i just am tired of being known as the rich country cause with our wealth our possibilities are endless.

slowly but surely we will get there...>_<