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having the most fat day of my life today!!...tomorrow im gonna start my low-carb,no cakes and chocolate diet for like a week or twoit would be more effective if darren was with me so he can tell me im eating too much..wakkaka!!..damn im alwess trying to start but i never eevr stick to it so hopefully this time i will cus im sick of feeling so so unhealthy i feel the plaque forming in my arteries...dammit!!,..i need to exercisee!!

went to london last weekend and it was so much fun..i saw evryone agen and forgot how fun it was to hang in brunei hall =)..i miss tat place..keke..i wonder when will i ever stop missing ppl or things?..way way to difficult..but then agen id rather have sumthing to miss than nuthing at all.basically when it comes down to it i dunno what it is that i want.and where is it im goingg..we just walked around bayswater and went shoopingg in paddington station..we celebrated eric,fizah,farisa,wafi and kamilin's bday!!..so sweet..ehhe..all 20 of us was suppose to go to nando's for lunch but it was so so packed so we decided to go to this malaysian resto that a served teh tarik..gosh i went insane and in the end ordered 2 cups..haha..and there was this guy named kelvin but i kept calling him micheal cus he looks like a micheal by the end of it evryone called him micheal and at one point he tot his name was micheal?,..how did that happen?..i guess its just my persuasion power.!!..huhuhu

dangit..evryones going sumwhere for the half term holidays..sum ppl going to barcelona ..i was suppose to go but i cant miss my last day of skul..stupid bio coursework!!..and sum ppl goin rome and sum ppl goin warick!!...il be in brunei hall or shpping out in oxford streeet possibly!..ahha...i misss my mum and dad!!..my dads bday cuming upp..and il be missing out on the family dinner..how sad!!?!..ekks..i have 5months more til i get back to brunei...yum-o hot weather and pretty tennis courts!!...ok im being random now

i wanna see my bunny..where is he???..why cant i be with with him??

when she looked up into the sky..her eyess wide open with hope...wondered why the sky was so bigg..she realised she didnt need the answers cus all she needed was to realise that she was present....

i wannaa see u smile when i smile...ur the first and the last thing on my mindd...miss the time we realised we loved each other and the time we stayed up all nite talkiing!!..u can be the wind beneath my wings and the fairytale that came true...i (L) u...