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so im back here...bAck to the old routinee of school,work,eat and sleepp.....i just had my last math paper today and i have to admitt it didnt realli feeel likee exams cus i basicalllyy raided u-tube by watching videoss and watchinggg friends....im just glad itss over tho..overall i tot i did ok and hopefully i get the gradess i hope to get!!!..eekkzzz....saturday is annalene's 18th birthday and it sucks like hell that i cant be there for her on such a special DAYY!!!..so u ppl in brunei whoss reading make sure u bring her out or whatverr...cus if nott il be so saddd....

hrmmm ..itss been exactly one week since i left brunei and itss kindaa scary cus it feeelss fast but yet itss slowww.....i have to admit my time in brunei was completely amazing filled with great memoriess that il cherish and help me keep my spiritss up wen i am down...highlights would have to be kk,christmas eve with my family,finally seeing veenah,new yearss eve,spending time with darren =) , hanging at empire with everyonee and just random hangoutss at nite and playing UNO with veenahs retarded ruless!! i dun wana say i missss thingss agen cus ive successfully shown that i missssss DARREN and Brunei but i just cant help itt!!!..cus i realli doo misssssss brunei and evrythingg abt itt...itss like we are all stuck in this bubble where evrything seemss so perfect and we dun have to worry abt anythingg...im not as sad as i was the first day i came back cus i was a complete mess when i arrived here..right noww im trying hard not think abt home and just try to enjoy the time that i have here since i cant do anything abt it...

hess evrything i ever wanted and moreee!!!!..eekkzzz...iive completely lost control and fallen head over heeelss for him!!...ive never felt so afraid of losing sumone before!!!with evrything i do i feeel like i miss him even more and there isnt a moment that passes that i dun tink abt him!! it feels strange cus i am usually quite level headed and calm but now i just lost control of my emotions...