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u know evrythings ok when u wake up with a smile on ur face!

we had our annual christmas party last nite with the boys skul!..it was so fun i was realy surprised how much fun i realli did have funn..we all started getting ready at like 4 30 eventho the party was onli starting at 7!..anywess girlsss..we were scrambling arundd looking for hair dryerss and time to use the toilet...by the end of it evryone looked so soo pretty!!..well when we got there there wasnt anyone there yet..so clare and i went staright to the buffet and tried evrything..it was soo funnyy..like she would yell over..VANESSA this is soo goood!!..and she'll just shove one onto my plate and my immediate reaction would be..YUM!!!!!..ahahaha..it was prettyy funnyy..we took loads and loaddsssss of picturesss which i shall post if i can find my FREAking WirE!!..soo annoying that i cant find it..

the DJ was pretty gooood he playedd reallii good songgss...then all the guyss camee and i introduced my girl fren to my other guy fren....and lets just say they exchanged numbers by the end of the nite..it was sooooooooo sweett!!..ahahah..there was like one hundred of us alll cramped up in our dining hall and dancinggg...at one point they played NSYNC girlfren!!..i was like screaming like helll and just danceddddd and closdd myy eyess..it wass soo great...we danced from like 8 till 11...it was funny when helen got onto the table with allie and we were like WHAT THE HELL??..aaahhaha..AND sme of the cantonese girlsss ran to a store to buy alcohol..that was pretty funny cus they were like do u tink we can pass for 18yr olds and i was like..ok welll if they ask for ur IDs at the counter just leave the alcohol and RUN!!!!!!!!!!!!....they were like okie okie but in the end they came back with it without anyone questioning them ..it was farny when i was dancing with jojo and fiona and we turneddd around and this couple was like full on making out!!and we startedd laughng likee madd..we'reee likeee HOKEEEIII!!..

anywess...my last weekend its here!and bsically il be leaving in 4dayss...i can honestly say...il be ok...wherevr i am whether here or back home..im surrounded by ppl that caress...il have my occasional breakdownss and depressedd mode but by the end of the day il get over it and find a way to put a smile on my face!!..seee u guyss in 5days..love ya