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my DAD...MY papa ..my pillar of strength. my dad's birthday is on 5th February!! i miss him so much and i wish i could be there with him on his birthday. i love my papa, hes they type of man that doesnt say much but u know he has the worries of the world in his eyes. i am so thankful to have such a great dad.. i guess the relationship my dad and i have is sort of unique..i know he always sees me as the 12 year of girl complaining on why i have to attend taekwondo classes though i was GIRL and thought the training was HORRIBLE!!!..hehe...my papa is a great man and he truly is..he built himself up from nothing just by his own self determination and motivation.He never depended on anyone else for his successes it was either he would make it or he wouldn't. in a way, my dad sees life black and white without any distractions or useless worries. and he always says if u want something u have to go and get it yourself. Even his first breathe in this world was a struggle and one which he survived.

well of course, a man is never an island on his own which is why he always says that his family is his best accomplishment and that if everyone was happy and healthy he couldnt feel more content. everytime i think about him i start to tear up and miss him....

i remember during my GCE english orals and the person asked me who was the person i admired the most..i answered my father and explained why..i forgot what i said but all i remember was starting to have tears in my eyess!! OMGG..they must've thought that i was some sort of psychopath and i tot i definitely failed my english oral..aaha but luckily i didnt :)..
i also remember when i was 9 , my dad would always bring me swimming and one day he asked me to swim across the deep end!!! i was terrified and i was glued to the ladder thing for like 15mins he kept trying to persuade me to do it but i was so scared so finally he came and i held tight onto his neck and we swam together..then we would after that always go to the video store in BSRC and rent tapes together. he would always rent some random kung fu movies and il be there picking out movies like my lil princess and timberwood lands =)
And every afternoon around 2.30 my mum would boil water and have tea with my dad and i would come along with my big mug pouring tea and adding loads of milk..hehe..while listening to my mum and dad chattering away ..i think thats how i got addicted to tea!!..hehe..then by 4 oclock i would follow my dad to the club where he would play golf and il be playing tennis then at around 630 il be sitting at the car park waiting for my dad to come with his buddies then drive back home together and sometimes even singing his oldies songs or my simple plan cDS( well he wouldnt sing to them but maybe lower the volume down when i play it too loud) >_<

everyday i count my blessingss especially for the presence of my family.....when everything and everyone else disappoints at least i know i have some where to go back to.