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blehz...hrmm no improvement im still in my depressed mode.actually i feell even sadder and i cant get out of it....my sis was in london for a while cus she had to transit in heathrow for 6 hours then off agen for another 8 hours..yepp.mums pretty upset and hopefulleh shes doing alrite..

i misss him...i realllyyy realllyy misss him...tho thingss havent been going so well for us lately.i feeel like i love him even more and i all i wan is for him to hug me and say evrythingss gonna be ok..gawd i realli miss him..itss not funny cus its like i just ffeell like crying..he had a tennis match today cus ITF is going on..he didnt win so he was all frustrated and all..but he'll alwyas be amazing in ma eyes..i just wish i was with himm..damn how many timesss have i said that?..maybe if i say it enough it mite come true..im most probably having the fifth week blues or whatver...its been a while since i felt this sad..i actually thought 4months wasnt that long when u tink about but now itss like when the fuck is it gonna come..I MISS HIM BAH!!...LIFE IS full of trials and tribulationss ,it doesnt seem to get easier and maybe its not suppose to...
i guess im upset as well about my stupid chemistry test i got back today i did so crap and im so damn disappointed in myself...shouldve done better...but il just have to try agen and work harder..dangit...shyt i feell so saddd..WHYYYYY???????!!!

i hope he knows i love him and think the world of him..and id grab onto his hand in a heart beat...cus hes so suree i feel slightly intimidated cus i dun wanna be a disappointment..sounddss silly....sumthingss nudging me at the back of my mind and i cant get rid of it..helpp =(..i needd my mummyy..

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