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my dads birthday was yesterday!!..i wish i couldve been there with the family but oh wellss it just wasnt meant to be!! i called him up in the morning tho but he was in a meetting/..sniffles* but its all good cus i talked to him the night before...,my dad is the most amazing man in this whole planet earth , i mean in a way he is the reason i am actuallly stilll alivee!! can u imagine if he neglected me when i was baby?..i couldve have fallen and hit me head and then WHO KNOwS.?..ok whatver...but im just saying that my dad has gone through so much in hhis life and yet he still lives with a smile on his face with nuthing holding him back and also plays KILLER GOLF!!..aahh..my dad my HERO!! =)

anywes I had rotary interviews last nite where basically ppl from companies who work with human resources come and give us practice interviews .so i had to write up my CV and letter fo applicatioon,i was first interviewed by this man that i thought was pretty cool but i was so nervous..he gave me the best advice..

life ur life with Epathy = the ability to understand someones point of view without necessarily aggreeing with it

he looked me straight in the eye and said..thats not just an interview tip but a life strategy if u can do that and understand its meaning then it'll make u a more successful person! overall the interviews weere fun and it was a great experience....it was just hard having to sit there and seell urself to sumone u just only met so that they will believe that ur the person they should hire for the job...quite intimidating but then a great learning experience...

anywes today was the CRAZY and HECTIC!!..first of all..i had to wake up at 7 cus i needed to be in skul by 820 cus my form group was doing the assembly and our theme was on LOVE..so what we did was we sat in the crowd and one by one and stood up and said a quote on love..my quote was LOVE IS WORTH FIGHTING FOR !!...then we had to go up on stage and helen read the corinthians passage ...love is kind,love is patient ..... and chantelle read a poem wriiten by henry the 8th for his final wife that he truly lovedd but later on died called green sleevess..and vivian played the my heart will go on on the piano it was soo good....yeah then after that i had to dash to the biology department cus i had to get started with my coursework experiment which was complete madness!!..i didnt do that great so hopefully i can make it up tomorrow..then later i had careers where 2lecturers and 2 students of de montfferd university came and gave us a talk..pretty boring actually!!..hahaa

anywes...i was thinking about tthe past year and what a crazy ride it has definitely been!!..i mean in a way i was given a week to change the direction of my life and then had to develop the courage to take the risk!!..gosh i tot i knew where i was heading but then GOD blessed me with a situation that changed MY dESitny!!he planned an even greater plan than i ever could imagine for myself...i finally feel at ease over here and now i can say that i am content with life...i dunno why God has made such a plan for me but im just glad that i know that when there isnt anything i can hold on to when im feeling weak, HE will alwes be there to guide me through the darkness!!..next week is the start of my half term holidays and that means 10days in london!!..ehehe....gagaa...im quite looking forward to it...im not going back in april which completely suckss but my bunny has been asking his parents for the past month if he can come to london to seee me during my holidays!!..and finally today they said OK!!...ahahah....i wasnt sure when he told me about like a month ago cus i didnt wanna have my hopess so high..but now its like 90% chance which means he;ll spend his 18th bday with ME!!..gosh... i misss him soo soo much!!!...cant believe its been a month since i last saw him cus it feels like 5years!!..

my definition of love...

love is exhausting and cause you to stopp listening
all u hear is the sound of ur 2 hearts beating
telling u that love is all you need
and in many ways u start to really believe it
never leave sumone u love for someone u like
cus that sumone might leave u
for sumone that they love
love is knowing that ur not alone
lovee is feeling beautiful even in ur quarters n tee
love is not shaken by fights or disagreements
but just simply getting annoyed with each others presence
but grabbing his hand as hes about to walk away
love is going to sleep hoping ul see him in ur dreams
eventho it hurts to wake upp
love is knowing that it is it
and that ur not missing out on anything
cus being without him
is what UL be missing out on!!
and this my dear is shocking even for me
love isnt about getting that harry winston or tiffany
cus his promise to be with u alwes
is a value that will last a life time =)
love=darren!<3