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shes sumwhere in between and thers no where shed rather be..

heyyyyy...damn ive beenn blogging loadss...just showss im online obsessed at the moment..but its fine cus it just keepp my loyal bloggerss entertained..oh yesh i do XP..went to church this morning with the girlss then had a yumo lunch..rosa is sucha a goodd cook i wonder if she playys make believe that shess working in a mega cool resto and is cooking for celebritiess and royalss cus thats what i would do if i was stuck cooking in a kitchen cooking for girl boarders..ahah...i called my grandma today just to see how she was doing and i tink i made her cry cus i calledd but i tink it was tears of joyy more or lesss..HOPEFULLEH!!..oh yeah i called my mummy too and talked for agess but how i dyed my hair blackk..ive beenn pretty discouraged latelly and she was saying how she doesnt like when i comapre myself to other ppl and that i hav the same capabilities just as the next person..and i found that prettyy comforting she believs in me that much..i love her..and i cant wait to see her...mama =P

cant believe their having brunei tennis open and im not in it..WHAT THE HELLL...i was screaming my ass at darren when he told me about it...UNFAIR i tell u..the year i decide to not be in brunei is the year they decide to host one..HAIYA..soo annoying..hahaah...ohhh weellls...cathrin and i have been having consecutive sleeppoverss and its alwes us doing work at midnight then getting frustrated then few times yelling at the bookk abnd few deep breathers..then finally deciding to go to bed..ahaha..gawdd i have like a weekk and a half left..wtf !!..this is totallyy GILass i tell u..ima gonnaa miss my IDIOTSS..and hopefulleh well get our westlandss hoodiess soonn..im hoping for greenn oness but i doubt it cus evryones into pink??..i love the boarding house now!!..ahaha...i seriously didnt see this coming..GOD works in mysterious wayss and all i can do is trust in him..

i misss him so muuchh...the way he laughss when i tell him sumfing stupid and the way he holdss my hand and doesnt let go and isnt afraid of letting evrything go...im glad he walked into my life and that we are both fighting for the same end...he walked in and i asked no questioons...