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FOR THE LOVE OF THE GAME!!

I MISS TENNIS =( ..itss alwes been my passion and sumthing ive alwes wanted to succeed fullyy in but never followed through it...lets just say it wasnt written in stone as my path to follow..remember being a kid and having a dream..a fantasy of being a rock legend or an award winning actor..my dream was to be a pro tennis player...hehe..anyways now that dream has long gone faded away but my passion for it still burns..sucks like hell that i cant play here cus its too dam cold and evryones more into rowing or lacrosse with pisses me off..hehe..i miss the feeling of getting the ball in thinking its going out but then is surprised by the damn fact that it went in and ur opponent is just as shocked as u aRe..i miss playing under the blazing sun but not feeling a thing cus all ur worried about is where is the fucking ball?...i miss giving drop shotss n actually getting it over and my opponent would try to get it but fail miserably and for that one moment i can feel rather good about myself..like ive achived sumthing good..but then remove myself from that to start AGEN!!...i miss evrything about it..even the frustrations of why in HEAVENs name did i hit such a crap ball..and sumtimes realli have to laugh at my own silly mistakes..tennis was more than a sport i grew up with it made most of my closest frens thorugh and met the love of my life through it...it helped it gain my self confidence or sumtimes was the cause of the lack of self=confidence...anwyays through it all i nver regretted a minute of it..i MISS ITF!! which made all of us..EAT,SLEEP and BREATHE tenniss..those were the days...going to panaga at 7am in the morning and having a FREEE teh tarik at the bar and the whole day watching and adimiring players from across the world...deifinitely falling fot tthe hot tennis players and going OOOo..AAaaaa!!!..SHYT I MISS THOSE DAYS....i miss training and playing matchess and running for the ball...

why couldnt have life remained that way?..just go to the club at 4 then fnish playing at 8!!..getting all exicted about the latest racquet modelss and admiring the pros when melbourne open or wimbledon started up!!....our annual bandar vs kb tournaments where we would alwes kick bandarss ass..i mean we won 10years in a roWW!!..ok yeah..whatver..but yeah we just played for the fun of it..wat i loved most about it..were the ppl ive met through it and how it sumhow makes our bond that much stronger!! =)

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