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so yeah...

*time passes so freaking fast..feells like evryday im running...i wanna be present in MY life and not just observe..i hate reGRETS!!..if there was one thing in my life that will keep me up at nite it wil be the feeling of regret......but right now i can say that i am happy and blessed..rite now i have no regrets!!..evrything has happened for a reason...evryday i tell myself that......

today i woke up at 11 and went out at 12..hhehe..we all went shopping agaiinn..ahhaha..damn we're spending loads itss soo soo scary..ahah...arina and i got approached by this freay man..he was mumbling sumthing to us and we walked away from him very slowly!!..ahaha...damnfreaky...anyways we went beraya-ing AGEN..first we went to this house which served teh tarik!!..i was soo soo happy i drank like 4cupss!!..ahaha..and we kept saying the house was yummy cuz all bruneian food was all sooo sooo good!!..puas hati!!..ahaha..yeah and kamilin treated us star buckss..hess soo soo sweet..ahahha....then we went to the ustaz house and we got lost looking for his house so we walked in circles..but it was funny cuz in the midst of confusion we still managed to take so many pictures!!..ahaha...and tajus got annoyed cuz i kept calling him BOOF cuz hes a BODY BUILDER..so now evryone calls him that...ahahah...damn i feel like my eyes have seriously been opened from the start of the whole experience..like last time i had this whole stereotypical image of bruneians as in bandarians or ppl i dun really know..like their snobby or whatver..but i now realise evryones the same evryones just looking for a fren and no one actually just sets out to hurt sumone else..unless that person is a psychotic-FREAK!!..anywyas im just so happy that their the frens ive made and i just cant wait for all my holidays spent in brunei hall and seriously home is where my heart is its like they remind me so much of home that its just comfortable being around them like i dun have to act a certain way and THANK GOD for that..they get that im loud and also im so into talking brunei malay right now!!.oh yeah arina,rabs,naz,dibah,rahmat and i were at startbucks today and like we were talking about scary movies like shutter,nangnak,cello and at at one point arina described a particular scene and naz shouted really loudly 'AWU!!!' and evryone stopped and stared at us and we're like hokei chill!!!...and evrynite at 11 everyone comes downstairs and watch final destination and lunch and dinner we walk down to lolitas and buy kebabs..and just sit around in the dining hall with our laptops...and last nite fara and kim cooked 20pakcets of meee goreng!!..ahahah..like it finished in less than 2seconds once it reached the table....and evryone has a spending addiction even the guys!!.ahaha..which is soo sooo farny we keep saying its the last thing we're gonna buy but when into another store we have to SPEND!!..

oh my gosh!!..there was a mega sale at lily whites and like the bikinis were 2pounds!!..ahaha..so i went nutss and i bought 3!!..ahahah...so pretty!!...ahaahha.....tomorw we're all having a picnic down at hyde park!!..ahaha but i cant go cuz my aunt and cousins are taking me out for lunch..but then at 2 we have to go for an open house!!...ahahha.ud think me being in london that i would have absolutely nuthing to do in raya but seems like i have more places to go!!..ahahhha..

ok so yeah anyways..anyone wanna join my brunei fan club!!!..??......i have a tagboard thanks to veenah...so yeh...join my brunei fanclub!!...ahahah...

shyt im going back to bedford in 2days..what the helll?..NOO...ahahaha...

**AS i twirl aroundd....i spin and spin......happiness is on my fingertipss...i fall ....
but guess what...

ur there to pick me back up agen..thanks u for that =)..muaks