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now that i have gathered myself and calmed down*

anyways,im feeeling goood right now and u know why? cuz
1)i chatted to veenah and taalked to her last nite!!..i started laughing even before we started talking and at point she was telling me about the stuff she ate that day..yumm!!i wan teh-tarik!!..i misss itt..sumbody pls send me some!!..im teh tarik deprived!..veetash i love ya loadsssss!!no worries in the midst of my many flings u are still my number one =)

2)i got an email from ode!!..ahhh my ccacat neighbour!!u knw what i misss GP class it was alwes soo soo fun..like hakim will be talking cacat,dorothy will keep calling me jasmine,ode alwes screaming out random comments and that time we watched SUper siZE me!!..and and when i would steal ode's paper..

3)and i talked to darren!!..hahaaaha...evil laugh*

4)cuz i realised im surrounded ppl who rockss so much and love me loaDsss!!that i shouldnt worry about mistakes ive made cuz i have so much to look forward to from this day onwardss..i realised i have tonnes of things waitin for me that im actually happy cuz i dun have to feell guilty abt anything...

5)im a millions times happier too cuz i get to see my veetash and be back in brunei in exactly 2months!!..how cool is that!!!..smacksss

6)oh yeah my sister is cuming in two days and il be in london cuz i have midterm break for 16days!!!lalala...and we're going to pariss!!!and he bday was few days ago and im treating her by paying for her ticket to ride the london-eye and madam tuso which is a wax museum!!..ahaha...sumbody smackk me!!!i love my sis!!!...she is sho sho cool....wouldnt trade her for anything...smackkss her!!...

7)IM TURNING FREAKING 18!!!BLOODY HELLL IM LEGAL!!!!...that is some straight up shyt mAN!!...

8) I LOVE BRUNEI!!!..BRUNEI IS IN MEE!!...and i love evryone in brunei...even ppl who are aint so nice to me but ish ok!i am a brunei fan..wanna set up a brunei fan club?...and brunei rockkss and im sounding retarded right now!!..but but...im serious HOME IS WHERE MY HEART IS!!!....i miss hanging with the gang!! like before i left kept hanging with annalene, zul,pierre,scott,anthony,saf and brian,,,pierre being freaishly loud,zul driving us around,annalene keepp calling me Vanessa teo IN HER TONE!,anthony my cuzzie wussyy...and brian my skanky biyatch lovee him...and wani!!!!!!!!..and so many other ppl...everywhere in brunei is like a memory!!i miss going to veenahs house and stealing papadams!!..oni her house makes nice one and i miss stealing chocolate from ode like calling her and asking her to throw chocolate over her fence for me to eat and going thru annalene fridge for anything edible usualyy cornflakes!!..ahahaha...

9)im GOING BACK IN 2MONTHS

10) AND MY FINAL reason....i AM VANESSA TEO!!..with all my imperfections i still LOVE me and i still LOVE the world which will never be perfect BUT with the ppl that i know and love...it just makes it worth moving forward!!