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Age is just a number?

i am 18 years old!!..and im freaking turning 19 in october16...like i remember when i was 15 or 16 i alwes thought those ppl who were 19 were damn old!! and yeah now im 18 and as i llook back on my past wants and needs. i realise i have gone through a massive life turnover..yeah given my younger years were much simpler with little worries and all but it was because ppl around trusted me less and i didnt have any responsibilities..i think it is a myth to believe once we grow into adults all of a sudden we will instantly know what to do and handle situations better.my uncle whos like 60 was telling me...ur body ages but ur mind stays the same so its adjusting body to mind which is challenging..i loved being 13-16 cus i didnt have much responsibilities and everything in my life came easily in some way or another.but that was obviously a bubble and it was only in time that reality took its course...i love being 18,in a way yes i have so much more responsibilities and stresses but then the reward of it is so much greater...life has just opened so many doors for me and its the stress of deciding which door to open...i think being an adult doesnt mean u'll have better control of yourself , you will just have a better way in dealing with change and that comes through experience...i think so many people are so uhappy cus they think they should know what to do and cant get their head around why they cant?..so sometimes i think its quite unfair to blame our parents for making the wrong decisions that may directly or indirectly affect our lives cus their just doing what they think is best for us...when they dont even know
what that is..

protect ur inner child the one that laughs for reason and have a thirst for knowledge from the harsh realities of life and all the pain and suffering...
Age is just a number to me..cus though 18 may seem like an age for the start of maturity(whatevr that is)..im just as clueless as the next person...