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Heal me and make my heart whole again =)

basically im being drowned alive with mock exams i have mocks for the next 3weeks then il have 3 weeks study leave then i have my module exams and im totally freaking out..with all my heart i hope i wont screw it and be unprepared..i wanna do my best of my abilities so i wont have any regrets after walking out of the exam hall cus i tend to alwes say to myself i couldve prepared more..im sick of that happening i just wanna be prepared and even if i do bad at least i put my all in it..

anywys i love my new room and rommates...we alwes end up brushing our teeeth at the same time at nite and complain on how hot the room tends to get but yet appreciate that it means we're actually losing weight ..too bad i wont be going to hongkong this summer as was planned but hopefulleh dec..when my sis getss back..ehehe..jeniffer was all excitedd that she kept farting!!..GAWD shess hilarious!!...next weekend it'll be bank holidays so il be going down to london again and hopefulleh attend hillsongs mass agen..so soo fun =)...we're gonna have our summer ball which will be so cool cus we'll all porbably go dress shopping..and go mad in the store...

gosh cant believe i have two more months of lower sixth then going back to BRUNEI..
reasons to be excited!!

1. IL SEE MY FAMILY
2. il be taking my license..huhu
3. work experience in RIPAS in the forensics and microbiology dept.
4. my cousiin from canada whom i havent seen for 10years is coming =)
5. gonnaa go singapore with my mum and lil bro i tink..ehehe
6. TENNIS TENNIS TENNIS TENNIS TENNIS TENNIS TENNIS TENNIS TENNIS TRAINING
7. gonna see my cacatss...
8. lazing around at home..laying on the couch and watching project runway
9. eat matarbak and drink teh tarik
10.going for breakfast early morning with my brothersss...=)
11.going for aerobics with my mummmy and playing golf with my DAd =)
12. SHOPPING..i mean honestly if u can shop in UK u better damn well shop in ASIA..DAmn cheap
13. watch DVD's with my lil bro and promise not to argue well at least try
14. THE BEACHH~~~,,,waking up at 6 just to see the sunrise and feel the cool breeze
15. TTTTTENNIISSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSssss
16. catching up on whats changed which i bet is lot!!..
17 .DIMSUMM...i dunno where..but just that london dimsum is so damn expensive..
18. ESCAPADE!!!!ESCAPADE!!!!...ESCAPADE!!..AHAHAH

I misss my darren ..i wish he was with me.and that he didnt have to go for NS..why is malaysia stealing him away from MEE..bleh..soo mean..u BIG MEANY!!!...