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maybe if i scream loud enough i'll start to make sense out of all thiss!!

im back in school after having a really good breakk =)...it was a weell needed rest from everything. in a way im glad im back here because i missed my little room that feels cosy-ed up with all my pictures and the disarray of my clothes,books and shoes all around.i basically got told off twice this term for leaving my room in such a mess..haha..luckily they were really nice about it and just asked me to try to be alittle tidier...im not a slob its just that compared to some people here who are domestic goddesses i definitely fall by the way side. i have three till my finals and its scaring the crap out of me. i basically have a month for each subject which in theory should be something i can manage.

veenah called me this morning and it was good hearing a familiar voice. come to think of it shes the only one thats ever placed the effort in contacting me for the past two years. im just glad shes doing good in melbourne and slowly settling in..love you veetash!!...hope everything will turn out amazingggg and that you'll learn to love it there. HUGSSS...

today was pretty much boring .....i miss darren already!!! >_<...my sister called me today and shes asking me to visit her during my easter holidays but then im planning to go to barcelona with few of my friends during that time...not too sure what im going to do just yet because i cant think of anything right now..i just want to get my exams over and done with so i can fly back home to brunei =) darren and i already made a whole list of things to do when we're back and im most probably having a family trip to thailand and i really cant wait for that because its been ages since ive been on a family trip with ALL my family members so i hpe that happens.....nyaks nyaks.. my sis and i were going through some accomodation choices offered by imperial and theres one i really lovee!!! just because of the location!!!..its like a minute walk from portabello market and notting hill gate which is perfect!!! im in love with portabello..and the accomodation isnt too pricy..my sis is soo good at this , i mean i was like staring at the accomodation list for days and freaking out over how seriously expensive some of them were then out of the blue she calls and then flip through the imperial websitee then few mins later she locates the perfect one!!how does she do thatt???..she'll most probably be doing her masters in warwrick which means she'll be accompanying me during my first year which is great it'll be good to have her here with me..we're already planning our weekendsss and our travelss through europe..:)... please tell me theres more to thiss... tell me that its not all a waste... tell me that its all worth it...