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hello my chicken littless...did u miss me?..well i missed going online in the comfort of my own room here in oakhouse. so im back at the house and had a major work out just dragging my suitcase around london.my back almost gave out as i dragged it up the stairs to my room but i presevered and just told myself"just few more stepss ok?"..hehe..so here i am...my winter holidays were amazing and eventful. well basically i went to london and hertfordshire. darren and i became movie buffs as we didnt really have anything else to do and also we became food conoissieurs(not sure how u spell it) but yeah we kept eating out and cooking ourselves.he's so proud of me cus i seem to have a knack at cooking which is something i never knew about myself.hehe..even when i was in brunei hall and my frens were really hungry after the movies so i cooked pasta for them and they said it was really yummyy!!..ahaha..but then they got really high after eating
it so they wondered if i had spiked the pasta!!:P

well we spent christmas with my sister and brother. the funniest thing was my brother had a high fever on christmas so we just spent christmas in out hotel room watching christmass movies and eating noodles. some might say it was depressing but i thought it was great cus i had my loved ones surrounding me and making me laugh. it felt nice to feel a piece of home again. my sis and i kept teasing my brother for being a weakling while darren observed how different i tend to act when my siblings are around in a good way =). i shall them sooonn enough and oh yes im counting the days. darren and i spent new years dining in bella italia and at midnight watched parts of the fire works and it was extremely crowded which made me have a minor panic attack as i felt so small and kept getting pushed around so darren led the way and pushed evryone out of my way so that we could get into some open space which turned out to be the best viewing place. the fireworks were insane ..it was an insane 1million pounds worth of things burning!!hahaa...the last bit was crazy cus sumthing exploded and the sky went all bright as if the sun was out!! after the countdown and fireworks the streets went wild ,ppl running ,singing and laughing....it was definitely eventful =)

i watched ps;i love you without darren as he left to brunei alreadyy!!! and it was soooo sad and touching i basically cried through the whole thing.it s the greatest romantic comedy movie ive EVER watched. it made me cry laugh and angry all at the same time. it made me miss darren even more that i couldnt stand itt!!!ehhee..so whoevr cant stand soppy love story then i caution u that this is definitely one of themm...im back in school and im half dreading and half anxious about it because exams are coming up and then another 6months and im done with all this.i hope everyone had an amazing start to 2008 and is well prepared for whatver might pop up , the good and the bad....another year meaning another year to grow...

well, my brother is offically engaged...he proposed on new years and she accepted!!hehe how sweet...my brother even asked if i approved before he asked and i thought that was so sweet and it made it even sweeter cus he gave me an angel necklace encrusted with diamonds after i said YEAH.hehe..i love my siblings cus no matter what they'll always have my back.....

***dear veetag, i hope ur feeling better and that it doesnt hurt too much anymore. i'd definitely be there everyday if i was back and be at your wait and call. hahaha seriously!..and dont worry a difficult start doesnt necessarily mean a difficult journey to the end!! =P..love u my best friend!

by the way i have fallen ill. i have a cold,sore throat,loss of my voice and a cough. im pissed off cus my taste buds do not work and i feeel like im having an out of body experience....i love the song the mixed tape by jack's mannequin!!! =)